Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Mike Mack's LiveJournal:

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Monday, September 26th, 2005
5:03 pm	never put all your eggs in one basket Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: DMB - Crush (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
3:45 am	ouch i just put a cigarette out on my arm and it really fucking hurts...but thats nothing to how me and ripley feel inside...its ok kid we're in this together (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
10:39 pm	blah homesick once again Current Mood: stressed Current Music: modest mouse (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 4th, 2005
11:36 pm	blah i hate it here Current Mood: shitty Current Music: Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
1:00 pm	at school im at college. word. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Kanye West - Late Registration (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 26th, 2005
5:48 pm	hair buzzed my head. looks like shit but now it will grow back to how it used to be. at least it feels good driving with the windows down. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: NaS - The World Is Yours (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
6:37 pm	Broke Broke account so I broke a sweat I've bought some things that I sort of regret about now Broke your glasses, but it broke the ice You said that I was an asshole and I paid the price Broken hearts want broken necks I've done some things that I want to forget but I can't Broke my pace and ran out of time Sometimes I'm so full of shit that it should be a crime Broke a promise cause my car broke down Such a classic excuse it should be bronze by now Broke up, and I'm relieved somehow It's the end of the discussions that just go round and round And round, and round, and round, and round, And round, and round it shouldn't have been anyway No way, no way, no way, that's right Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no It was like everything was evidence of broken time You're living on fancy wine You'll drink that turpentine You're starting conversations You don't even know the topic Current Mood: restless Current Music: MM - Broke (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
1:03 am	the end this is my last update i promise you all that. drunk bowling was fun tonight. i cant fuckin type good. i are drunken. i am going to college soon and starting over. clean slate for the first time in my life. no one is gonna know how much of a moron i really am. i get a chance to make good first impressions and make people think i am cool. high school didnt work out. i tried i really did. but shit i cant say i didnt have fun. i got drunk. a lot. hell yeah. a lot of the time i was depressed and i felt like shit but oh goddamnit i had a ball. i learned a lot. a lot motherfucker. things arent always like they seem. people change and sometimes you realize you never really knew certain people like you thought you did. you know what i learned.......? you are not valuable because you got a lot of money of because someone thinks you are sexy and likes your teeth. you are valuable because you are created by god. and whether or not you choose to recognize that value is one thing. you have to learn to love yourself before you can love others and really love life. for so long i didnt realize this. i always was below everyone around me in someway or another. good looks, social skills, style, wit, charm, suave, luck, smarts what have you. my self esteem was shit for a little bit. but you know, i see through the surface of things and realize that i am doing just fine. i am happy with how i have turned out at the ending of this first chapter of my life and i have confidence that i will go places later in life and that i will be a happpy person. my dad always told me that you are as happy as you make up your mind to be. pops you got that one right. wow i am drunk. ok i already said that. ok anyways im moving on now. all the bullshit that i was a part of, went through, caused, and experienced is over now. no looking back. thanks to the real homies you know who you are and arent. loyalty first. i swear to god i will always put friends first and if i dont so help me lord. amen. shaker heights i will miss you. one love. this buds for you mike mac. "baby dont cry you gotta keep your head up even when the road gets hard never give up" -tupac amaru shakur Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Hot Hot Heat - Get In Or Get Out (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
3:53 am	indy downtown indianapolis doesnt exist Current Mood: tired Current Music: car mix (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
12:39 pm	omg omg omg hi happy birthday lisa! i guess the post was a day late but i did see you yesterday so its all good. wow last night was good times. jill thought i was gonna be the first to puke but of course we all know i would never do such a thing.......besides i think thats just white mikes job at lisas birthdays. glad you were ok mikey. i cant believe i actually drunk dialed my mom. oh wow. well anyways tommorow me and mike and alex and jack leave for indiana to visit our jew friend. i think its safe to say we have enough booze left over to kill a small army of gophers. if we dont get kicked out of our hotle room it will truly be a miracle. you guys.....me and mike have the same name....i just wanted you to know. kay bye. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Daft Punk - One More Time (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
1:48 pm	cheers yesterday was 2 of my friends birthdays so naturally i had to help them celebrate. we played kings for almost 2 hours and it was fun and i must say i got a little drunkish. i have scrapes all over my arm from twisting bottle caps off using the bottom part of my arm. a little hung over as well but nothing bad. i got drunk enough to give my friends some pretty nice sized cash presents.....maybe i should have left the wallet at home...ahh well lol its only money. besides i drank for free. i have a feeling karma will pay for this deed. i walked all the way to mikes house around 3 in the AM and i walked by my old school. wow that really took me back it was insane. fernway was our school wasnt it mikey. i walked down my old block and saw my old house. that took me back to the block parties and i remembered i used to know almost everyone on that entire street. that was just a good time right there. me and mike chilled with his friend said for a little bit at the old park near mikes moms old house. i remember i got beat up there once a long time ago.....haha. all in all it was a splendid occasion. i slept in mikes basement and woke up and saw his dad staring at me and i was like shit wtf asdf what are you doing here.....and i realized i wasnt at my own home. that explains a lot now doesnt it. yes. it does. bye. Current Mood: how are you doing? Current Music: Presidents Of The USA - Some Postman (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
1:58 am	canon in D i want to listen to pachelbel canon as i die. my grandma did. sounds like a good way to go. this is just the most beautiful piece of music ever. it makes me happy. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: canon in D (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:34 am	omg omg whoa i ate smores pop tarts today....GOOD FRUGGIN TIME eh? you bet it is. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Billy Joel - Piano Man (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
7:30 pm	i hate it when my phone breaks fuck i think my cell phone is kinda broken. i may buy a new one.....damn you sprint! Current Mood: ewww Current Music: The Beatles - Hide Your Love Away (Comment on this)
6:52 pm	life is unpredictable last night mike dropped me off in the parking lot of van aken shopping center where my car was and i sat around for a good while and smoked the rest of the pack i had bought earlier that day. all the lights were off in all the store windows. safe to say that not much was going on there. i thought a lot about how unpredictable life really is and how i was a straight edger when i came into high school and i was strongly against substance abuse of any kind. now i am a "nicotene prince" according to one alex garner. i have done my fair share of drinking this year and have got a little high off the weed as well. it only goes to show that you really can never say with any complete certainty what your stance will be on people, places, things and ideas in the future. this past year has changed me more than the other three years of my high school life combined. i think i may just be ready for college. i got to stop smoking, start studying, start getting in shape, and have a little fun here and there. those are my goals for next year. 4.0's all across the board is what im aiming for. i know i can do it if i bust my ass hard enough. be the best. its not gonna be easy to study there though.....i heard a story today about OU's halloween parties....50 kegs on ONE block. wow. my that is a lot of beer. i feel odd because i want to make summer last but at the same time i think i really could use a fresh start. that part has me a little confused. im trying hard to make the most of each day though. i can say that much. Current Mood: too tired to be optimistic Current Music: The Beatles - I Will (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
10:45 pm	tonight tonight Time is never time at all You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel Believe, believe in me, believe That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain We're not the same, we're different tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight And you know you're never sure But your sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade in your city by the lake The place where you were born Believe, believe in me, believe In the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there's not a chance tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight We'll crucify the insincere tonight We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight The indescribable moments of your life tonight The impossible is possible tonight Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight Current Mood: hopelessly hopeful Current Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Tonight, Tonight (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:39 pm	day hello. i ate cereal today. it was cherio cereal. does cher(r)ios have one R or two R's?.....i do wonder. i think my capacity for spelling words correctly has been decreasing since i left the fifth grade. well no matter how many R's the word has in it the cereal is still both good tasting and good for you. could things really get any better? think about it. no. they could not. double whammy. after i ate 5 bowls of cereal i went to work. i washed dogs. same old same old. nothing new. then i didnt feel good and i went home. now i am listening to music on my computer. exciting eh? for sure! ok well that is all i have to say for now. bye. that was the dumbest most pointless post ever. Current Mood: sick plus greenface Current Music: The All American Rejects - Swing Swing (8 Comments |Comment on this)
12:39 am	karma me and alex were at randall mall and this dude asked us to help him start his car and i thought he needed jumper cables but it was a manual so we kinda got behind him in my car and pushed him off and he started his car and i felt like we were seeing off a goose that had previously been injured and was now recovered and going home. anyone ever seen the movie fly away home? probably only me and mike and alex. well anyways im on the karma payment plan. Current Mood: haha Current Music: i called you on the phone and you said............ (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
10:32 pm	trying to be productive i am trying to get stuff done right now. its boring. but i am going to do it anyway because thats what i must do. ok so one thank you note down. two to go. lets do these two michael. okay i am taking a break from this post for a moment brb....okay i did one only one more to go....yes i am done. heck yeah mothertrucker. okay now i will do this college stuff i have to do.....ok sweet im done. yes i am done with everything. steamy porpoise action. bye Current Mood: quixotic...wtf does that mean? Current Music: Billy Joel - In The Middle Of The Night (Comment on this)
8:01 pm	super fly me and mike dont remember the 70's. Current Mood: kewl Current Music: Daft Punk - Aerodynamic (5 Comments |Comment on this)